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Re: Poems of a LunaChild

Post by lunachild on Fri Jul 22, 2011 5:31 pm

Hey! That was before! And yeah... he came over today. Very Happy

Take my hand
Lets go for a walk
Listen to the ticking
The ticking of the clock
We don't have much time
It is beginning to rain
And only you can help
Help me escape my pain

I want to dance
Dance in the rain
Dance till my feet are cold
Wet, numb, and tired
Dance with you
Wrapped in my arms
Dance with you
Forever
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Post by lunachild on Sat Jul 23, 2011 6:06 pm

there are many
there are few
our past lives
indigo, rainbow, crystal
angels on earth
love peace joy
let us join
join our hands
together we bring
bring peace and
love and joy
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Post by Vanilla on Sun Jul 24, 2011 8:12 am

i like it. i kinda get the feeling for it.
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Re: Poems of a LunaChild

Post by lunachild on Sun Jul 24, 2011 9:33 am

Walk in the sunshine with happiness
Dance in the rain with joy
When skies are gray
And the weather is cold
Look to your faith for warmth
That lies within everyone
You are special
No matter what they say
When you smile
All join in
And create a beautiful day
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Re: Poems of a LunaChild

Post by lunachild on Sun Jul 24, 2011 9:43 am

wet tears fall on my lap
on my hands
down my cheeks
to the ground below
i wonder if i'm special
like her
like my older sister
like Amber
her name is sweet
the color even sweeter
the taste of the food
she creates even better
how do you compare?
she is everything you could want
in a child
in a friend
in a sister
though she has her faults
harsh put downs
dragging me down
unintentionally making me feel
like i'm less
and she is more
more than me
more than everything
more than my normal
more than what is left of me
more than everything i could ever wish
to be
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Post by Vanilla on Sun Jul 24, 2011 4:34 pm

I'm guessing you and Amber had a SPAT?!
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Post by lunachild on Sun Jul 24, 2011 4:41 pm

No... its just that she is Indigo and I may or may not be.
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Post by Vanilla on Sun Jul 24, 2011 4:43 pm

WHAT IS THAT?!!!?!?!?!
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Re: Poems of a LunaChild

Post by lunachild on Sun Jul 24, 2011 4:49 pm

Look it up... Indigo Child. Trust me, you are most likely not one so don't pull anything... you can find out by doing some things.
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Post by Vanilla on Mon Jul 25, 2011 7:30 pm

I'm sorry, but I dont believe in this thing....Indigo is a color not a person to begin with and ADD and ADHD are serious problems not some made up thing to get someone to take meds.
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Post by lunachild on Tue Jul 26, 2011 10:50 am

Indigo are actually children who have a strong connection to the earth and the spirits and God. They are here to bring in peace to the world and try to help people in need. They do have their days when they are like "leave me be" but they still always try to be their best. Indigos also can help quicken healing sometimes. They give people hope and faith... some are smarter than most so that is taken to be possible ADD or ADHD. They feel that they should be treated as equals.

Crystal children are usually taken as Autistic. This is because, as children they have a connection to their parents and the parents know how to give the child what they need. The parent knows, so the child doesn't learn much speech... then they get into the real world and no one knows what is on their mind. There isn't a strong connection. Like this boy I know Vincent. He is semi related to me and he has Autism. But for some reason his parents and some times my Grandma Imrie know what he needs instantly. It is the spiritual connection of love.

Words are sounds we make with our lips
The voice in our lungs speaks loud
Bringing those to listen
Realizing who you are through your voice
Written word
Sounded word
Song in word...
They bring comfort and peace
They bring fear and despair
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Post by lunachild on Tue Jul 26, 2011 10:53 am

Poems are the words that are of peace
Peace is of a poem
See through my eyes through my words
Through my Faith and peace
Poems show my mind
Listen
What do they say to you?
Do they say that I am sad?
Happy?
In need of love and hope?
Bring your peace through words
Don't start the war
For if you do
Will we ever have peace?
Or will all be lost to hate?
To our ego?
To the evil in our minds?
Can't we just live
Like we could if there was no bad?
Couldn't we just love and listen?
Learn the peace that mother earth wants us
To bestow upon each one of us?
Or do we shun each other
Destroy the world as we know it?
Hark!
Listen to the angels sing!
Listen to the hope of the children
Learn their innocence
Learn their purity
Learn their joy
Learn their love for all things
Then we my truly live
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Post by Vanilla on Tue Jul 26, 2011 8:08 pm

Pretty Poems. I like the shorter one.
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Post by lunachild on Tue Jul 26, 2011 8:10 pm

Did you read what I had to say about Indigos and Autisitcs?
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Post by Vanilla on Wed Jul 27, 2011 3:17 pm

no, Faith. I just skipped to the poem...REALLY? of course i did. it was interesting.
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Post by lunachild on Sat Aug 06, 2011 4:33 am

Well I could so see you skipping to the poem. Admit it! You were thinking about skipping because of how long it was.

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Post by Vanilla on Sat Aug 06, 2011 5:35 pm

OK, I admit I was THINKING about it, but I didn't!!!!
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Re: Poems of a LunaChild

Post by lunachild on Sat Aug 13, 2011 2:45 pm

How much love must be shown
Before we can have a peaceful world?
How many lives must we give up
Before we can ring that liberty bell?
How many woes must we suffer
Before we feel alright?
How many songs must I sing
Before my voice is heard in the night?
How many times must I cry
Before my tears run dry?
How many times must I weep
Before I can cry myself to sleep?
How many voices must be heard
Before the earth can be saved?
How many children must suffer
Before we see what has been done?
Is the fight over belief really worth it all?
Is destroying lives worth religion?
Is hate worth not loving?
Is killing worth the dying?
Is it all worth the tears?
This I say unto you
We can change the way things are
Bring a better tomorrow
Live in the faith of the children
Learn from their peace
Listen to their voice
And learn the love they have for all things
For then we may find peace
And what we seek:
Integrity ♥ Love ♥ Unity
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Post by lunachild on Sun Aug 14, 2011 5:43 am

Good Mourning

As we lay them down to rest
We cry tears of sorrow
The sun may shine but the day seems gray
And I need to get out of here
It makes me so depressed
But it is family we are talking about
How can I run away?

So I'll stay right here
Let the tears slip down from my eyes
I'll stay right here
Hold my sister as she cries
I'll stay right here
Next to you in black
Good Mourning
Good Mourning
To you

Its been a while after
I stand there in pain
I look in the mirror
And I hate what I see
No one knows where I am
I'm all alone
The pain is to strong
I cry out "Please!"

I stand right here
Waiting for the end
I stand right here
Wishing I were dead
I stand right here
With you in black
Good Mourning
Good Mourning
To you

I lay in bed that night
Thinking its all wrong
Why am I alive
While she is gone?
She should be here
I should have died first
When will this pain end
Will it be long?

I lay right here
Tears prickle my eyes
I lay right here
The wind sounds like sighs
I lay right here
And the world fades to black
Good Mourning
Good Mourning
To you

And I don't know where I'm going
I just need it to be gone
I take the knife in hand
This shouldn't take long

The pain is too much now
I bid you good bye
The last words I'll say
As you cry

I'll stay right here
In your heart forever
I'll stay right here
We'll be together
I'll stay right here
Next to you in black
Good Mourning
Good Mourning
Good Mourning
I'll be back



The words at the end getting smaller means that the voice singing it is getting quieter. The last words "I'll be back" are whispered.
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Re: Poems of a LunaChild

Post by Heart on Wed Aug 17, 2011 5:20 pm

Hey!
Sorry to say this, but I've played around with your song a lot, and I just can't find it's tune!>_< Sorry for the let-down! Crying or Very sad
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Post by lunachild on Sun Aug 21, 2011 5:25 am

Eh, its okay Smile

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Post by Heart on Sun Aug 21, 2011 12:12 pm

Very Happy
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Re: Poems of a LunaChild

Post by lunachild on Mon Sep 05, 2011 5:48 am

The Lithium
The Morphing
The Co-cain
The Heroine
Oh these drugs
The Monsters of our life
They fill us with need
Must get them...
But how?
Everyday someone becomes
A Monster themselves
Dance with the
Crystal Meth
Till you can't dance no more
We try to save them
But sometimes
It can't be done
So think before you try
Or else you to
Will be gone


((( No! I don't do drugs. Just thought it up. It is based off of this book written in verse. It is called Crank by this one chick whose daughter went through addiction. )))
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Post by lunachild on Mon Sep 05, 2011 5:51 am

Just think
Wait... stop!
Don't think
Just breathe

Yes that is what I meant
Breathe in
Breathe out
Then wonder
Don't think!
Wonder
What would it be like?

Yes that is what I say
Wonder
What it would be like
if you could do anything
be anything
say anything
Now stop!
Go mindless

Yes, you heard me right
Go mindless
And don't think
Don't wonder
And don't breathe!
Ha! Now you've passed out
Everything fades
Now scream

Yes, I told you to scream
Now you are awake
You're welcome
I gave you a nightmare tonight
Tomorrow you get a dream
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Post by lunachild on Sun Sep 18, 2011 2:17 pm

A far long way away from here I lay
Cold and blue am I
I've been dead for so long now
And not one person cares
My eyes open and my soul lifts up
No one will ever find me
My soul buries my human body
Now I walk away
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Post by lunachild on Tue Sep 20, 2011 1:28 pm

Little broken girl
don't you cry
don't you know
God loves you
deep in your heart
let him in
and let your amazing
life begin

just close your eyes
and make a wish
dream a thousand dreams
close your eyes
and then you'll see
nothing is what it seems
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Post by lunachild on Sun Sep 25, 2011 5:03 pm

The wind sings songs of joy
You cannot deny
The song that it sings
Shall be my sweet lullaby

As I sing with the wind
A thousand dreams go by
And whats left isn't me
Just a sweet child

Make a wish
Count to three
And see what is left of me
Withered away
Gone to decay
Just think of what we be

The night's stars shining bright
Bring a song to my heart
Sing my wind softly sweet
And come now let us meet
Come now let us meet

Make a wish
Count to three
And see what is left of me
Withered away
Gone to decay
Just think of what we be
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Post by lunachild on Mon Sep 26, 2011 4:51 pm

my eyes open for the first time in a thousand years
i am once again awake
now it is my chance to lead
to preach what i have learned from thee
a thousand years ago
what i learned as that small child
my eyes pale
my hair dark as the night
and now i see what is happened to my world
it has crumbled to decay
i wake up and here is what i see
death
poverty
hatred
all seven deadly sins
and what has become of those i love?
they are gone
they aren't here anymore
what has happened to earth?
what happened to the fields where children play?
what happened to my home?
the light shines down through a break in the clouds
it gives me hope
i stand on my legs and walk
it has been a thousand years
i will soon die
wait
and live a thousand more
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Post by lunachild on Mon Sep 26, 2011 4:55 pm

i see through a thousand eyes
i watch and learn what you know
i watch everything around me
i watch how it changes
i know the song of the wind
i know the depths of the sea
i know what will happen
and how it began
just listen
and follow me
follow me in the way of the light
and listen to what i say
pay attention to the children
they have the power to change us
our ways
look into their eyes and see what they can give
and just listen
and hear me when i say i see
i see it in my dreams
what will happen
soon
oh so very soon
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Post by bupple on Mon Sep 26, 2011 5:51 pm

Your poems are so beautiful Smile

I.L.U
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Post by lunachild on Tue Sep 27, 2011 2:16 am

Thank you Smile

I ♥️ L ♥️ U
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Post by lunachild on Sun Nov 06, 2011 4:02 am

A thousand bricks fall
Crushing out all of the air from my lungs
Waiting for death to arrive
I fall with them again and again
Until I face-plant the ground
Dirt fills my lungs
I drown in my blood
Goodbye
I'm long since gone
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Post by Vanilla on Sun Nov 06, 2011 5:30 pm

I think its good until the last line, try to make it rhythmic, not so abrupt.
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Post by lunachild on Mon Nov 07, 2011 11:51 am

I just wrote what I felt



You cannot run
You cannot hide
I am walking
Right by your side
You cannot speak
You cannot breathe
Its time
Its time
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Post by lunachild on Tue Nov 08, 2011 2:38 am

Little child
You think the sun sets and rises because of you
Little child
You think that we have all seen your innocent smile
Little child
You think we don't know who you really are
Little child
You think we don't know what you'll become
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Post by lunachild on Tue Dec 27, 2011 9:47 am

I've been dead before
Not once
Not twice
Three times have I stopped breathing
Let alone with no comfort
Let alone with no love
Let alone to bleed out till death do I part
And no one cares how many times
I've taken that cursed wooden stake
To heart ♥
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Post by lunachild on Thu Jan 12, 2012 11:59 am

You act like
Everything is fine
Then you take out your gun
And shoot me in my heart
Where is this going?
Why does it have to be?
When what I really needed was
Someone to believe in me?

So pour your glass
Drink your champagne
Watch as I drown in
My tears cried in vain
You never cared
You broke your word
And now that its over
Tell me...
Is your own heart cured?

Can you imagine
What it would be like if
You never lost faith?
If you never gave up hope?
Can you imagine
How I must feel?
Because to me all your lies
They felt so real

So pour your glass
Drink your champagne
Watch as I drown in
My tears cried in vain
You never cared
You broke your word
And now that its over
Tell me...
Is your own heart cured?

And as you pick up the pieces
Of your twisted lies
Tell me if you every once
Heard my cries
And did you ever think
Maybe it could be fixed
Instead of leaving me here
From your life I'm nixed

So pour your glass
Drink your champagne
Watch as I drown in
My tears cried in vain
You never cared
You broke your word
And now that its over
Tell me...
Is your own heart cured?
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Post by lunachild on Thu Jan 12, 2012 1:40 pm

Are you happy now?
As I fall down?
As I break and shatter?
As I crash and burn?
Why did this happen?
Why are you so cruel?
When all I ever wanted was
To put my trust in
You?

Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy...

Do you see me crying?
Do you even care?
Can you feel my pain?
How about my sorrows?
Why did this happen?
Why are you so cruel?
When all I ever wanted was
To put my trust in
You?

Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy...

You shot me down
Broke my porcelain crown
Looked into my eyes
Filled my head with false lies
Why did this happen?
Why are you so cruel?
When all I ever wanted was
To put my trust in
You?

Are you happy now?
As I fall down?
As I break and shatter?
As I crash and burn?
Why did this happen?
Why are you so cruel?
When all I ever wanted was
To give my love to
You?
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Post by lunachild on Fri Jan 13, 2012 11:54 am

You say you're this
You say you're that
I'm sick and tired of it
Being stepped on like a mat
Just tell me what you need
Because I can't take it!
Tell me what you want
Before I break down and
CRY!

Just close your eyes
And listen to your heartbeat
Louder than the thunder
Longer than the wind stream
Know that I
Will be by your side
Take my hand
Close your eyes
And listen to your heartbeat

You think that I
Am the cause of all your problems
You think that I
Am the cause of your pain
Do you know what it feels like
To be left in the dark?
So tell me what you want
And wipe away my empty
TEARS!

Just close your eyes
And listen to your heartbeat
Louder than the thunder
Longer than the wind stream
Know that I
Will be by your side
Take my hand
Close your eyes
And listen to your heartbeat

And you don't even know
Who you are to me
You're the one I saw
To be my friend
But now you've gone back
Changed the pattern
AGAIN!

Just close your eyes
And listen to your heartbeat
Louder than the thunder
Longer than the wind stream
Know that I
Will be by your side
Take my hand
Close your eyes
And listen to your heartbeat
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Re: Poems of a LunaChild

Post by Krissy on Tue Jan 17, 2012 7:51 am

nice.

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Post by lunachild on Thu Feb 02, 2012 11:58 am

I'm sorry for hating
I'm sorry for blaming
I'm sorry for everything
But you've left me hanging

I know your not sorry
You think you speak all the truth
But look at the toll your lies have taken
On my youth

I say I'm sorry
I know that is true
But would it kill you
To be sorry too?

You never gave me an opening
Let me have my say
You took what I said
And threw it away

Now I'm shoved deeper
Down into despair
But you don't see that
Its all because of your poisonous air

I'm dying inside
I hide it so well
But now I think its time for all to know
For all to tell

He doesn't even know
Why would I tell?
Maybe because you tried
To make my life hell
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Re: Poems of a LunaChild

Post by lunachild on Thu Feb 02, 2012 12:16 pm

This is an Epoch...
More of my life's story...
But who the hell really cares?
Obviously no one who I thought might.
Maybe she just decided one day,
One long day,
That I was wrong in everything,
And that she was right in everything.
Funny how she could never see my guilt.
Not once could she see.
Maybe she wanted me to fucking spell it out for her
Each and every fucking day of my hell hole I call
A life.
She had no idea how many times I defended her.
Here is how my defense system went:
Person, "Why do you like her?
She is so annoying, bratty,
And weird."
Me, "I know... but she really is nice.
And she is my best friend.
I love her like a sister."
The person in that scenario
Is completely anonymous, mainly because
It represents more than one person.
It wasn't always me being sort of...
How shall I say?...
Brutally honest with her all of the time.
It was multiple people.
Funny how when those other people did it
She was perfectly fine.
Like one of our other friends was very
Extremely sarcastic and brutally honest.
But did she "tell her off" --
-- Tell her off is in quotes because
That is what she thinks she did to me --
NO!
She never said a word to that other friend!
She zeroed in on me!
My sister said it was because she was
Jealous of me and my life.
But I don't believe that at all.
Why would anyone ever in a million years
Be even remotely jealous of
Me?
I told my sister that and she just said that I was
Being modest.
I don't even know what modest means
By definition. Only by how my sister
And mother describe me every so often... especially
When it comes to things like how I dress.
Now I'd say, personally, that I dress okay.
Most of my clothes are hand me downs,
And those that aren't were picked out by people who
Actually have a fashion sense.
Now this girl I have been talking about --
-- My old BFF --
Never really matched all of the time.
And for a while I had this odd compulsion to tell her
Exactly what I thought.
I honestly never meant to hurt her telling her
She looked like a rainbow threw up on her.
Really, I did not!
I'll finish later... got to go for now.
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Post by lunachild on Wed Jul 18, 2012 7:30 am

I'm done
Just done!
Done with friendships
Full of lies
Done with looking at you
Through my teary eyes
Done with living each day
Waiting for something that isn't there
Done with waiting
For someone to actually care
Done with listening
To your every word
Done with remembering
Everything I heard
Done with thinking
About you daily
Done with yeses, nos
And maybe.
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Post by lunachild on Wed Aug 08, 2012 7:07 pm

Welcome

do you ever feel so drunk
You can barely walk
Do you ever feel so tired
you can barely breathe
do you ever feel so dumb
You can barely speak
Well welcome to my misery

Do you ever feel so
Tired of the lies
Do you ever feel like
Nothing is ever right
Do you ever feel that
You're all alone
Well I'm telling you
You're not
Here I come

Do you ever feel so crazy
that you should be locked up
do you ever feel so mad
That you want to break down
Do you ever feel so sleepy
that you can't feel
well welcome to my misery

Do you ever feel so
Tired of the lies
Do you ever feel like
Nothing is ever right
Do you ever feel that
You're all alone
Well I'm telling you
You're not
Here I come

Do you ever feel so

mean
you push them all away
do you ever feel so gone
And you start to fall astray
Do you ever feel so in love
that you break down and cry
Well welcome to my miserable life

Do you ever feel so

Tired of the lies

Do you ever feel like

Nothing is ever right

Do you ever feel that

You're all alone

Well I'm telling you

You're not

Here I come
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Post by lunachild on Mon Dec 03, 2012 4:36 pm

Here are a bunch I have written in the past few weeks. They are all songs. I hope you all like them!

I love you
Stars fall from my eyes
Purple and blue skin
Red are my lips, Red are my eyes
And I see in you
The person I should despise

Hit me, hurt me
Light a match
and burn me
Punch me, beat me
I love you

Darkness is fading
Into a white light
Memories are sweet, Memories are lies
And a broken mirror
Will reflect what we despise

Hit me, hurt me
Light a match
and burn me
Kick me, beat me
I love you

Breath taken away
Clear, foggy eyes
Gone are my sorrows, Gone are my cries
And the pain is now over
The pain I despise

Hit me, hurt me
Light a match
and burn me
Stab me, kill me
I love you



Enough Already
I can see it now
You know all the know how
Smart? No. Intelligent? Yes!
And you think you're
Better than the rest (2x)
But you know you're not
Better than the rest (2X)

Just shut up (and take a look in the mirror)
We don't care (what you say)
Is not important (enough to hear)
Enough, Enough, Enough (enough 3x very quickly)
Already

Take some time
And look back at what you've left behind
Pretty? No. Beautiful? Yes!
And you think you're
Better than the rest (2x)
But you know you're not
Better than the rest (2x)
Of us!

Just shut up (and take a look in the mirror)
We don't care (what you say)
Is not important (enough to hear)
Enough, Enough, Enough (enough 3x very quickly)
Already
Just shut up (And take a look in the mirror)
We don't care (who you think you are)
Just shut up (And go away for the year)
Just shut up! (And take a look in the mirror)
We don't care (Who you think you are!)
Take your time (to figure out what you are)
Better hurry (Before you run out of life)
Enough, Enough, Enough (enough 3x very fast)
Enough already!


Tie you up
Watching through your window
Creeping in the night
Breathing softly, slowly
And I love just watching
You silent and still

Tie you up to a chair
Gag your mouth
and cut off your hair
Breathe you in
Breathe me out
Isn't this what love is all about?

Is it illegal to love someone
So much you keep them?
Coming closer, nearer
You are mine
I am yours

Tie you up to a chair
Gag your mouth
and cut off your hair
Breathe you in
Breathe me out
Isn't this what love is all about?

I see you (repeat 9x)

Tie you up to a chair
Gag your mouth
and cut off your hair
Breathe you in
Breathe me out
Isn't this what love is all about? (repeat chorus 2x then end)


Friends for life (what love is)
I see you, I know you
At least I think I do
We used to be best friends
Sisters to the end
But something has changed
You've had your life rearranged
And I shouldn't wait up anymore
To see if you'll see me

But I'm here still
Forever
I'll never let you fall
Even if we never speak again
I'll help you through it all
Because that is
What love is
Love never dies
And if you leave me
I promise not to cry
I'll wait here
Your friend for life

I see me, I know me
At least I think I do
I was your best friend
A sister to the end
But something was changed
Priorities were rearranged
But I'll still wait up
To see if you'll see me
Because

I'm here still
Forever
I'll never let you fall
Even if we never speak again
I'll help you through it all
Because that is
What love is
Love never dies
And if you leave me
I promise not to cry
I'll wait right here
Your friend for life


Your wicked eyes can't see

Take it upon yourself
To make my life hell
Bullying me to the ground
Mean texts to my cell
Laughing and jeering
Ganging up on me
The true pain you cause
Your wicked eyes can't see

Hate me hate me
Tell me you hate me
You hate me hate me (oh!)
And probably want to kill me

Don't forget to warn me
Before you throw the punch
And really go old school
When you steal my lunch
Laughing and jeering
Ganging up on me
The true pain you cause
Your wicked eyes can't see

Hate me hate me
Tell me you hate me
You hate me hate me (oh!)
And probably want to kill me (chorus 2x)

We're gonna have a hanging
Wear your darkest black
Remember that I'm dead
Never coming back
While moving on to a new
Remember beating me
Try to see the pain you cause
Let your wicked eyes to see

Hate me hate me
Tell me you hate me
You hate me hate me (oh!)
And probably want to kill me (chorus 3x)


Ode to self
Just stop talking
I've heard enough
Leave me already
You're not the boss of e
Because
You don't know (who I am)
And you don't care (what I feel)
You insecure (bastard)
You never cared (ever!)
So go away right now
And let me cry
Turn and walk away
You don't own me anymore
I can't listen another moment
Know that I've changed
Because
I'm not afraid of me (anymore)
The puppet has lost the strings (around my neck)
Your voice kills my ears (right now)
No more names (for me)
You can't beat me (you jerk)
So let me be
Shut up!
You don't own me anymore
Because
You walked away through the door
Because
I wasn't who you controlled anymore
You hurt me
No love ever filled your heart
So shut up!
And let me be me
Because
I'm not afraid any more
Walk away (2x)
Just walk away!
And shut up
Just shut up!
And let me be me.
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